reflections`

I DID IT AGAIN

2008-06-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

I JUST PIERCED MY 2nd EAR HOLE ON MY RIGHT EAR... why i say agin leh.. cause last time i pierced my 2nd earhole on my left, my mum forced me to close it... this time, i pierced it WITH their approval..haha i rock sia.. they allow me to pierce another one..haha.. but the 2nd earhole on the right, abit close to the first la.. scared not nice..hai..nvm la..haha so yapyap..happyhappy me!! i shall try not to cut down on my blog entry..haha just came back from pw, had to do some gpp ppt by tue, didn't wan to chiong tmr, so did it today at nic's house. her house super quiet..so unlike my hse haha. abt my diet plans.. hai.. i'm like dying with it.. somemore i do like either 30 or 50 situps everyday, dun really think it works though..haha.. oh my parents just came back fron sheng shiong..haha..go help them unload ba.. BYEBYE!

haha..yes i'm still alive!!

2007-07-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

haha..i know its been years since i've blogged. i've just not blogged for quite a while...i mean for a very long time, because....lazy lar!>_< its been really long.. don't noe where to start though... anyway there was nothing much going on... holidays were sad with tutorials...haha oh the nearest event... my sis's birthday. 30th june...was her party...super fun lars. she gt cake on her face, had someone lap dance for her, and had loads to drink!! haaha..tats over alrdy.. nowadays up to nothing..though except for today..haha we had our so called live earth thingy... all of us wore green and the whole class wore the shrek ear thing from macs.. super cute..gt pic then put at the credits there..do go see!!!.. tats all!>.<

i'm finally back!!

2007-06-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

haha.. had mid years in may so never blog ...then later i got grounded after i gt my results..(currently using the computer without my parents knowing..haha they're sleeping!!!) anyways..been quite busy with my last council project...camp,sad...but now have to start studying real hard, which as everyone knows will never happen 24hrs for me.. it'll just be a sudden impact after awhile it'll just fade off.. really hoping this spirit could last me till o's..(prays real hard`) on vesak day eve, i went out with my sis at 11.30pm...haha also with some of her friends(they are really friendly!=)) and we watched the pirates of the caribbean, at world's end..quite cool ba...the little stone crab thingy was creepy but quite adorable..haha=)...we catched the 12.30am show.. so it ended ard 3.30am++. then my parents came to pick me up and we had 'breakfast' at macs(ecp)...the new tempiyaki(if tats how to spell it) burger's quite nice.. i'm freaking tired now..checking my mail just now and had tuition before tat...sad rights.. have camp and lessons next week too...mentally drained this holis...wondering when i can go out again for shopping or a movie or even a meal..haiz..oh and i think i'm putting alot of weight staying at home everyday since last week...ouch!.. haiz..this maybe the entry of the month...haha but its ook. i'll try to sneak down to use the com again.... ILL BE BACK=) peace*

2007-04-21T02:46:00.000+08:00

22nd april o7...its my connfirmation...whee.. finally!=)having been waiting for tis day..haha..i'm actually wearin a dress and some heeled shoes...i'll be amazed of how i'll look...i havent seen my self with everything yet.. just bought my clothes on thurs...still can remember mitch saying'val u haven't get ur clothes yet ar..today's wednesday...ur confirmation's tis sunday u noe!..'.. oh ..and caroline & i corrupted mitch's book...super cute..=) mye's coming in 9days..and i actually can be sitting here blogging...HOW!!haiz.. i guess i'm going to do the usual and do last minute studying..so shit larz.. some teacher just piss me off..she finds it so interesting picking on me...even when i'm doing her own work..retarded right...don't really understand her.. maybe she's menopausing(have no idea wads the spelling...) it'll be quite sad...cause she's still young(*hinthint)...i think my classmates will noe who i'm toking abt..especially caroline and mitch.. yest was mrs loh's last day..i sort of cried after hugging her...somehow her hug was realli so warm and could really feel the kinda of feeling..SAD=(going to really miss her though.. haiz..i'm going to slp now..don feel like doin anything...including studying..duh right..nites!

i'm back! muahaha`

2007-04-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

yapps..we got a SILVER..and i'm proud of it..cause it was the best perf i've ever did..and i was super touched when mr boo said 'u all are always gold in my heart...' cried after tat ... but i'm back!.. the perky, active noisy valerie is back..yapyap! i guess i'll really miss CO loads.. the instructors, my juniors, the long hrs of co..haiz..really miss the old times.. it feels quite empty not going for cca. i just gt a new phone...W850i..whee! but no worries its still the same no. so don't hesitate to msg me. i also gt my new specs today..its black..and a little white at the side..its realli comfortable(simply cause its new..haha) i was at the gym just now...[cause nafa is on sat...argghhh!] i just realise i'm not tat fit after all.. i haven't started aching yet, thats a gd sign i guess..i'm going to workout again tmr..i noe its a bit late but its better than just slogging at home and not doing anything right.. best of all...i'm finalising my council proj!!! shld end this week i hope.. after council proj..i'm going to start studying real hard for mids..its time to buck up!..jia you val! i gtg..my dinner's here...abit late lar..but yar had a meal at 5pm...[after gym]...toodles..anything msg me=)

its coming...!!!

2007-03-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

SYF is in 3days...arghhhhh...quite scared lar.. but also can't wait for it to be over...then can have more time to play com games watch tv...opps i mean study...haha just the tot of syf gives me headache for council work..haiz shou!sad case..gt a lot to say but yar don wan to offend ppl..so yar.. today so pissed off lar..we shift instruments back to sch and they forgot to unlock the lift...wa lau...had to carry the timpani up by stairs...thank god onli to the hall.. don't noe which ktu lock it lar...pissed off then don even wan to tell us before hand.. haiz i'm aching all over now...my legs are aching(must be standing too long on court shoes..), have blisters at my ankle, fingers are in pain(i use german or french drumming...), arm in pain...(use arm strength/..in pain!!! i'm at my cousin's b'dae party...and i was really nice to help my sis but she chased me away.. pissed off...

stress sia

2007-03-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

its like ard 8 days to syf...and abt 4-5 more practices before the competition...really scared i screw up and stuff. i sort of can't wait for syf to be over then i can finally take a break frm cca...but cometo think of it i would have my council proj to be bothered abt. suddenly feeling so tired...realli hope this coming to an end.. i guess i really need to concentrate on my studies...i failed like 4 test on my progress report...so shit can...irritating. and i sort of can't cope up with hist, emaths and biology...at least i'm improving after have phy and amths tuition...thank god!but yar tats onli 2 subj.. wads more shit is that my chinese o's is on the 28th may..i tink...and my chinese is still as broken and ununderstanable(is this even a word!)..haha`so yar i'm deciding to totally push my focus to chinese after syf...hopefully to have an A... next week wed 4th april is my syf competition so worried and scared..somemore we are the first cca to go...if we get silver(choi!)...and everyone else gets gold..it would be super pai seh..so die die must get gold...so i must jia you! sianz...so much for encouraging my self..i've been like really busy settling some stuff so i don think i'll be blogging as often...but i'll definitely make an effort since i alrdy have a blog... i guess tats all for today! godbless.. SAC CO 'hui na she me' GOLD GOLD GOLD!!!!!! -jia you everyone!-

why am i here??

2007-03-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

its sort of the begining of the year...and its getting closer to my chinese o's and my syf competition and my due date for my council proj....stress.stress. everyday also sianx...i come back home straight away watch tv frm 8-11pm...crazy right...then come up shower and play com games, surfing, blogging if i can be bothered then ard 12am then intend to start on my hw and then start to regret why i was watching tv... but somehow i don seem to have anything due tmr..oh shit..physics file..crap, i'm dead super dead...u noe wad ,why the hell was i choosen...crap shit... tmr still gt preview somemore...sickening!`

tired out`

2007-02-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

i've been like sick since valentine's...super tired and sian now.. finally i tmr half day, or else i will just have mental breakdown lar... not forgting this fri i have bio SPA test...i'm so not ready and sim wants to give me a bench seat...its very difficult to work dere lor...so pissed off.. until now my nose is still running and i have loads of stuff to...and my chinese mid-year is next week mon...argghh! so shit...then tmr i still have tutition...ahhh so tired... i'm just super lei...i think i'm going to slp now..then wake up later to do my work..stress..stress... nights!`

sad memories...

2007-02-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

today after school and cca i came back home..and then went for a wake[some complicated relationship with the deceased]. when i gt there and went thru the procedure , it reminded me of the sad memories i had when my grand ma passed away. i remember last year i was at moe exhibition being like a spokesperson of the sch...then jie kept calling me but i refused to answer thinking its not important. till the 3rd call she made i went behind the boards and answered the call...she sounded like she was crying...she said' grandma stopped breathing we are rushing home now..can u make it!!' i was super shocked frighten and just speechless..all i could think was to cab home immediately... i left yiggie to do the job and rushed out to grab a cab....super bad, luck no cab..finally i gt 1 and rushed home.. this was the tragic moment i rushed in to my grandma's rm seeing her lying there and my aunt and cousins cryin at the side, i just couldn't stop my tears from rolling...i couldn't believe and kept asking my sis the same ques ' is it over...isit..is she dead alrdy...' i was really troubled then. after tat we started preparing for the funeral...i was quite down..but jie and my cousins were there to cheer me up.. i regretted so much..i didn't greet her every morning, didn't took time to spend time with her, and when she left, i regret it.. am i an idiot or wad... i miss her so much`=(

aaarrrgghhh!

2007-02-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

super shit lar... i tot i had finished all my hw and could just do my emaths like just now after mass but no...i still had ss...so crap! tats why i'm still here blogging. but tats not bad enough while doin ss sbq, inference i actually inferred the wrong source...so dumd larx...super sad now. i have to redo tat ques and hopefully with the correct source feeling quite sian after doin ss..then i still left with ss evaluating answer which doesn't realli makes sense but i can't be bothered anymore.. i have not much time i still have emaths[lots of ques lar] to rush thru! so hoped someone could help me now...i'm super stuck with emaths and evaluating lar...so shit! I'M ALRDY TOTALLY SHAGGED OUT! then tmr still have cca and tues have rehearsal for cny celebration, wed have the jap meiko students coming down, thurs have learning journey, fri...heys i'm quite free...haha...but i've yet to buy my cny clothes and the wonderful sis of mine has alrdy bought hers without asking me out and like i guess everyone has bought theirs alrdy... hopefully i can find someone willing to go out with me this fri for some shopping.. valentine's day is coming and as usual i'm all alone...even my sis has plans..but its alright! i'll find stuff to do...sadly~ maybe i can do hw and do some surfing to pass my time or go tm shop for cny clothes..haha great idea! i guess valentine's would be like every year spent will family...like wad dad would say' spending quality time with family' how inspirational can tat be....haha to everyone out there who has dates, have a wonderful valentine's with ur patner. and for those single ones u can either celebrate with ur family...or give me a ring...haha happy valentine's!<3

life of wonders

2007-02-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

our happiness and misery is actually within our control. its whether we make the best out of everything we do or just show no signs of interest at all. its all up to us... don't make ur life sound as if its the end of the world that u are the most unlucky or misfortunate kid..but have u ever considered abt the little kids in africa who aren't as fortunate as u to have a roof over ur head and a family.. family is ur most and onli ppl u can trust... even thoughu may have friends but they sometimes become ur enemires and betray u` family sticks by u forever and always encourage u...u may not see it sometimes..but yes their love is portrated in different ways...just always remember to appreciate it...don't lose the kin then start appreciating...it would be too late. cherish wad u have; ur loved ones, ur life and live it to the fullest and don't ever give up easily perservere and achievements would arise. do u best in everything and always remember always be positive...

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smile instead of frowning

praise not insult

learn from mistakes never hang onto them

forgive and forget

take a step forward and don't look back

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if its time for u to let go of things...let it go..stop holding onto it. if it is meant to be yours it would be...so don't always ponder on 'why is it like tat' or anyother 'why' ques. if u feel sad let it out.keeping it within u will onli make u feel worse...so just cry it all out...confide in someone...and talk it out..

god bless!

SYF's coming!!

2007-02-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

ahhh...its come to the time of the year where syf is stressing everyone out... wads more there's still council work for me...feeling quite tired..but no worries i'll perservere until i step down frm office. today cca was actually veri fun though we had abt 5hrs of co cause finally after so long mr ben boo came..missed his lessons so much!! but sadly the teacher's dun allow him to teach us and anyway he's busy with his NAFA studies..we were practising real hard in the begining and before cca actually ended we were like telling lame jokes and about the movie bruce almighty!...super corny me.. gt lots of hw this weekend...even when some teacher's noe tat we had camp today and tmr they still piled up their subject hw...so pissed off` today is alos the day my seniors gt their some happi some sad moments..O"LEVEL results...haha some were crying badly for sadness, disappoint and yet some were tears of joy.. yet after watching their reactions i started to be afraid how it would look like when i collect my results would i be tearing for joy or disappoint..=( i've been busy lately thats why frm now on i shld onli be able to blog twice a month..sad right i noe...i also veri 'she bu de' sad sad... i'm going to have an early night today..tmr i need to be in sch lastest 8am lar...and i wil be spending abt 1/2 my day there...i veri sad i'm missing con class.. cause +this week i'll be missing 2 lessons...and i was because i was sick and the other for syf...realli sacred tat i can't get confirmed...realli looking for it though~ so disappointing=(

camp corri`

2007-01-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

yepyep..back frm camp today...quite shag out but still felt it was quite fun.. class i took was 2/3..they were good...enthu, and fun! facilitating super tiring and difficult..now i totally now how the facils felt last time..oh and 2/3 won best performance and cheer!!!yay! went out with some 4/7ers just now for dinner at pizza hut tm...had lots of gd food..shiok`then later nic, nette, yiggie and i went walk walk...i didn't get to eat the choco cornflake thingy...sads..but the two girl's were crazy over shoes lar...poor yiggie sit there and give comments...actually i was also following them but after a while felt quite bored and tired too... just bathe and still veri tired..but there's a whole pile of hw which is due this fri...though tmr no sch but yah...wana start today and hopefully end earlier tmr... jia you! guess wad this sat night is fei lun hai and SHE concert...whee` and this sun at trinity have confirmation for me frens...everyone's so excited..my confirmation's in april..and now have to start preparing alrdy...(acts holy)* haha my phone crash again....so if u wan me to have ur no. do sms me oe else u will just recieve a sms like ' err...u are??' yaps...gt to start on work alrdy.....

finally!!

2007-01-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

hellos! i know its been ultra long since i blogged. my com doesn't seem to respond to blogger and today i finally gt any com to blog...yay` just abt 30mins ago was my birth date..cool huh. its been quite long.. don realli noe wad to say..hmmm oh the performance at creative...it was at first not very interesting because i didn't get to play a lot of songs and haiz felt it was a waste of time at first..but yar thank god nic was there or else i would have died on the spot.. then when the performance started it was okay bah...the other performances were quite funni..and plus that s'porean singer singing..i guess it lifted my spirits more...so overall it was fun! yest on my b'dae, becky, jy and i went to hwa chong instituition for their student council investiture...so big councils and no prefects. the sch field size is abt the size of my sch lar..so sad. then the sch is like ultra big including the jc,boarding sch, international sch and the high sch.. super envy the students to have such big schs and great facilities...like swimming pool, a cafe like thing, a huge library,big field, big area..hao xian mu worx...but the sad thing is tat some have to walk veri far to reach the canteen or even leave the sch lar..i think if i go to their sch i sure slim down super fast..haha! i have like crazy emths hw to finish by this fri...i also had eng but i finished it just now whee`...now just slagging and write wateve i can write now cause i won't be able to blog anytime soon...cause CAAMP CORRI's coming..next mon..dunno whether shld i feel excited or sad/tired..i'm seriously veri lei le...sads my eyes are abt to close..realli tired.. nights/morning! goodbless!

i'm back!!!

2006-12-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm back to blog abt china trip again...before i finally leave tmr to spain. i'm like the king of the emo family in co lar..super funni then mel is my honey so she's the queen..then gt my 2 daughters:loretta and jia wen, the cow:mich, the duck:jasmine, the beaver:bev, fairygodparents: flora and sonia and nic whose still tinking abt who she wants to be!! since nicole had her so"glam" fall i obviously had mine while coming down 392steps at sun yet sen's tomb...haha thanks to my honey she hold on to me or else i would be rolling down and still in china's hospital...love u honey!! muacks` nic fall was like super cute lar...but super unglam and like painful.. then there were some irritating stuff happening at china too...like stupid rumours... which i hope by the time i'm back it shld be over... piss me off onli..haiz` ...definitely not forgetting my loves....bev and nic who made this trip super fun..and sher and pei wen also... and my honey and her section...and....our dearest instructor ben boo!! haha..thanks loads !!!! =)

i'm back part 1

2006-12-10T00:38:00.001+08:00

i'm back frm china...i like just gt off the plane like 3-4 hrs ago..and i have like bruises on the leg cause i kicked on the chair...super pain..and aching all over... it was like quite cold lar especially nanjing...i tink nic could have just flown away. but tats not the point. it was quite fun lar, all those heritage tours and exchange programmes though we only gt to perform once but yah...realli preferred if we could perform more lar, but obviously we don't realli sound veri gd compared to them. its like everyone of them could do a solo lar...was quite cool..we also went to many other interesting sites though it was sometimes boring...hehe shopping was quite disappointing though...i like onli spent 500RMB, its like so wth... and realli gt no time to actually do shopping...but shopping was not our main point why we r here so its ok... grp 2 was like super high on every night lar and obviously the best though we always get scolded for being the slowest...haha..mr boo was like extremely funni lar the whole entire was just horny, funny and super high!`so yaps... china was shiok lar in some ways or another...next spain and portugal!...on the 11/12/06...haiz super tiring lar...but still have to 'jian chi' yeah jia you:)..tats all lar i veri tired and tmr i still need to do packing ...and to add on i'm not feeling well...and last of all i still have a stack of hw untouched...shit lar!!!!! nites*

its time...

2006-12-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

heloo...hehe. i'm not very constant at posting blog entries as u can see... its been a tedious 3 weeks- 5days per week -abt 10hrs per day of cca...wow! i'm surprised i actually did it. but cca was quite fun also lar..it was horny at times and yet very tiring and bored most of the time... but it wasn't tat bad cause we had our insturctor( the best i've seen) guiding us..whahaha` i've been super busy with council work, cca, and oh homework which i'm not even finished with yet and i'm china and spain for abt a month...so shitty~ but its ok i'm bringing some council work and hw dere to do...see so hardworking.. yest went with nic go buy thermal wear then later go KFC for lunch haha super funni. usually if i were to eat KFC at home i will like eat one piece in less then 5mins..but of course very not glam... but yest we ate at KFC i was trying so hard to finish my chicken as glam as possible..i somehow took longer then nic...so amazing right~ haiz today alrdy leaving for china...haiz going to miss everyone, chalets, television(including the scv box), my computer...haiz and almost everything i can think of except hw...haha.. so lame...wth` i'll be back like on the 9th dec and flying off again to spain on the 11th dec..i'll be super tired so i might not be blogging again till maybe 27th dec or so..hehe:) tc and godbless to everyone that reads this enjoy your holidays(which is going to be ove real soon!!)haha:)

its been a long time...

2006-11-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

hellos...its been a long time since i blogged... holidays have started a long time ago but yar just found some time.... just quarreled with my mother...so pissed off and hurt right now... i just don't understand what's going through her mind. its so frustrating...if she's not my mother but just some other relative, who cares whether i noe wads going on with her...but she's my mother leh....wth* it just makes me so doubtful sometimes...to emo alrdy... i have like tons of hw...2 camps, 1 exchange trip, 4 chalets and practically lots of cca practices for syf...haiz shou` realli tired, just came back form camp..bleah!`...

wahhh!!!!

2006-10-28T10:51:00.001+08:00

holidays are here..whee..but actually half of it i have ccas and exchange programme...and plus the tons of homework..i don't realli think this holiday is relly enjoyable..bleah!` but i guess if i did not have any activities i would just be at home rotting...haha i didn't realli do well for end year...i gt like 21 pts for L1R5..haha so yaps i'm realli goin to work hard for next year's o'levels..so yars the books are back to haunt me``` haha okies tats all...feeling bored already

its going to be over...

2006-10-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

yay!!!exams are finally going to be over...wheee... :) i guess my past post was alittle harsh...so yah..it's back to the normal val..so no worries..hehe. 3 more days to go before exams are over..can't wait for nila utama outing to be organised!!! my messenger has liked officially broke down on me.. :( feels quite empty to not go online for 2 days alrdy..tats quite bad...haha okies..back to studying..!`

kill me`

2006-10-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

i'm just realli sick and tired of this daily routine.... wakeup schooling come home :bathe eat do hw eat watch tv do hw sleep... and it just repeats its self over and over again...its not tat life is boring...i just feel so disgusted abt such reality` some ppl just piss me off... after giving them gd stuff they expect more and more and when these gd stuff stop they start to complain nag...super irritated get gd stuff they say its not gd enough they want more...ask them go and die lah...wad shit they wan... i just feel like giving up..these tortures are killing me mentally i'm abt to face complete breakdown...i can't stand it anymore...stop pressurisng me...

whee!`

2006-09-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

Capricon... Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved... and tat would be me! haha... exams are round the corner and i amazingly can still blog so yah...last minute studying is wad i always do...but it does not always work out right..i hope it does this time...to all those having exams soon...GOOD LUCK! :)

NILA UTAMA ROCKS`

2006-09-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

18th-22nd sept was the most memorable 5 days...super shiok! super exciting! and man was good! i went for obs at pulau ubin and spent 5 wonderful days dere. when we first gt into our grps, i guess everyone was still quite shy and quiet but by the 3rd day, it didn't consist of 'i' but a 'we'` super cool...NILA UTAMA was the grp i was in and obviously it rocked! of course with much thanks to our grp instructor: SERENE YAR....aka yaryar...realli miss u man...on the 2nd day we kayak frm campsite 2 to some island filled with seaweed...dere, the toilet is the bushes...so we didn't bathe for like 2 days and still had to pitch our tents and cook dinner..gross* then the 3rd day we went kayaking througha mangrove swamp gt a little lost but still survived out the other end and landed at the north side of pulau ubin...wow...we went to shore, gt changed in the bushes with wild dogs... and started our hike to campsite 1... *tired sia* but i was with my team mates so yah was not that bad...had dinner which was surprisingly provided and pitch our tents and awaited for the next morning... breakfast and lunch was also provided...shiok sia! before lunch was high elements...man i was like shit! super scary for me though..but i did it!then we packed up and frm campsite 1head back to campsite 2..whee! as usual repeat the whole procedure...pitch, cook, pack...but this time proper toilet...ahha`then came the last day...sad...sad to separate frm my grp...haiz...BOOM! and back at singapore...when we reached sch, hw started to pile infront of me..AHHHH!` save me...[now currently still trying to relate back to real life and trying to do hw...] oh and SERENE YAR and all those in NILA UTAMA...U ROCK...sam u also quite funnni...so okies Ualso ROCK...

hey hey!

2006-09-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

its been a long week considering the long tutorials and cca... it was never a holiday i guess. it just still felt like a normal sch day but much more suckier(if dere's such a word...).today is alrdy like sat morning and i still have like 2 projects and 3 work assignments not done yet. it feels quite shity actualli...don't realli feel like doin it but die die also must finish,super rubbish! cca not tat bad lah...i had sectionals so was not tat terrible..quite amusing`(percussion section should noe wad i'm toking abt!)...just tat the hrs passed really slowly... last week 31st sept, teacher's day celebration...i guess it was not so bad after all, but just wana thank all my council members and the performers! great job! and now its another new begining how sian can it get.i was so tired tat day on the 1st sept i woke up at like 1pm..hehe embarrassing fact... 2nd sept was quite tiring though... its was hall 7's musical tat evening and i had to get flowers obviously for my sis and some of her frens. but tats not the point,i obviously overslept and woke up at onli 12pm... then ate lunch and totalli forgt abt the flowers and onli around 2pm start panicking! my dad and i then went down to simei's flower shop...(i tink its quite ex)...i counldn't stand the prices...so went back home and decided to go to the florist at siglap centre(near olps) dere was so much better...but still i paid quite alot...so sad!` intotal: 3 bouquets of roses , 7stalks of roses, and 5 big stalks of sunflowers, and 1 teddy bear(for my tuition teacher, teacher's day the day before wad!). just by waiting for the flowers i waited for 1 hr++ then i missed dinner with my frens and ended up dinner with my family... i have to say HALL 7'S MUSICAL ROCKS!` bravo! next week sch starts alrdy...as in wake up at like 5.30am...so saddening~ i've gt a whole stack of homework to finish and i have to get it done today...sianx then later in the morning gt dental...ouch! peace out`

rahhh!

2006-08-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

yaps..tday is a tuesday, and tues r usually disgusting on my timetable... tday super 凶。。。emaths first lesson then 1 hr of amths...then my only favourite part of that day..RECESS...yaps! finally i can save my poor hungry stomach... after tat was 1hr 30mins of physics...whoa` super tired alrdy then came the next 1hr 30mins of all sciences, biology..sianz...all abt the heart` chinese was quite ok besides e point that there was going to be a test tmr.. abt tmr...i have like 3 tests: standard test,emaths test and last of all chinese test...bleah!` i guesss i shld start studying or at least try and read up... toodles..

bleah`

2006-08-14T17:18:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling awful today...i'm aching all over, sudden headaches, running nose..simply a bad flu. the worst thing of all... my medicine is disgusting! oh..anybody who wants to watch NTU HALL 7's musical, u just need to pass me the money in sch or whenever u see me, by this wed... tats all for today..god bless everyone!`

memories of her

2006-08-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

its been a month and two days since she left...the emptiness just makes me feel so uncomfortable` dere's stuff i wanted to tell her but i was too late...i had the opportunity before, but i just let it go...leaving to wads left, REGRETS!` whenever i just stop and tink of her...tears just neva seem to flow down... i just don wan all these to happen so fast. but she left peacefully, no worries.i guess tats something i shouldn't be sad abt... but still REGRETS still just lives in me...

burnt`

2006-08-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

just yestd, went with some of my gd buddies to sentosa... the sun was like whoa shiok! i was like a little sick alrdy...and now i'm burnt and feeling even worse..bleah~ but i guess it was like super fun....the best thing abt yestd was my buddies, always entertaining me and keeping me alive though i was like dying there...haha`the sad thing is i didn't have my cam around but its ok.. sentosa rocks`

muahaha`

2006-08-05T14:29:00.000+08:00

yeah! my own blog...finally.. just had lunch and now studying physics...gt test on mon..sianz i can't wait 4 tues, a three day holiday,can sleep eat bathe tv...sleep eat bathe tv...shiok sia the sad thing is tat fri have to go back to sch..blah!` feel like eating chocolate...shall intend to get one somehow..buays!