SYF is in 3days...arghhhhh...quite scared lar.. but also can't wait for it to be over...then can have more time to play com games watch tv...opps i mean study...haha just the tot of syf gives me headache for council work..haiz shou!sad case..gt a lot to say but yar don wan to offend ppl..so yar.. today so pissed off lar..we shift instruments back to sch and they forgot to unlock the lift...wa lau...had to carry the timpani up by stairs...thank god onli to the hall.. don't noe which ktu lock it lar...pissed off then don even wan to tell us before hand.. haiz i'm aching all over now...my legs are aching(must be standing too long on court shoes..), have blisters at my ankle, fingers are in pain(i use german or french drumming...), arm in pain...(use arm strength/..in pain!!! i'm at my cousin's b'dae party...and i was really nice to help my sis but she chased me away.. pissed off...

its like ard 8 days to syf...and abt 4-5 more practices before the competition...really scared i screw up and stuff. i sort of can't wait for syf to be over then i can finally take a break frm cca...but cometo think of it i would have my council proj to be bothered abt. suddenly feeling so tired...realli hope this coming to an end.. i guess i really need to concentrate on my studies...i failed like 4 test on my progress report...so shit can...irritating. and i sort of can't cope up with hist, emaths and biology...at least i'm improving after have phy and amths tuition...thank god!but yar tats onli 2 subj.. wads more shit is that my chinese o's is on the 28th may..i tink...and my chinese is still as broken and ununderstanable(is this even a word!)..haha`so yar i'm deciding to totally push my focus to chinese after syf...hopefully to have an A... next week wed 4th april is my syf competition so worried and scared..somemore we are the first cca to go...if we get silver(choi!)...and everyone else gets gold..it would be super pai seh..so die die must get gold...so i must jia you! sianz...so much for encouraging my self..i've been like really busy settling some stuff so i don think i'll be blogging as often...but i'll definitely make an effort since i alrdy have a blog... i guess tats all for today! godbless.. SAC CO 'hui na she me' GOLD GOLD GOLD!!!!!! -jia you everyone!-

its sort of the begining of the year...and its getting closer to my chinese o's and my syf competition and my due date for my council proj....stress.stress. everyday also sianx...i come back home straight away watch tv frm 8-11pm...crazy right...then come up shower and play com games, surfing, blogging if i can be bothered then ard 12am then intend to start on my hw and then start to regret why i was watching tv... but somehow i don seem to have anything due tmr..oh shit..physics file..crap, i'm dead super dead...u noe wad ,why the hell was i choosen...crap shit... tmr still gt preview somemore...sickening!`